| I made my xanga on December 29th 2002. I was a sophomore in high school and really stupid but I mean who wasn't stupid sophomore year. I love to go back and read what I wrote back then it's so funny. Now I am sitting in my dorm room in 2005 and I can't believe how fast it all flew by. I arrived on Monday in Towson and was kinda walking around with a lump in my throat and a worried anxiious feeling. Change is always hard and this was the biggest change of my life. Tuesday I moved in and at night I started my community service project. We did some mixers and I got to know the other people and they are all really cool. Wednesday we went to Baltimore and worked on a house for Habitat for Humanities. That was really an amazing experience for me because I helped build a house. We did a lot of clearing stuff out but we also built some walls... I built a wall! Also the people who are going to live in the houses have to put in hours working on houses so we got to work side by side with three different people and I thought that was really cool. Then at night we did a scavenger hunt around the campus and my team won haha. Today we worked in the kitchen of a homeless shelter and that too was really awesome. We got to talk to a lot of men and hear their stories. After that we volunteered in a thrift shop then we came back to Towson. Tonight we went out for dinner and then a bunch of us went to this girl's apartment and hung out which was really fun. I love the people here and love it here in general. At first it was so hard to say goodbye but this is definetely a good change for me and I am so so happy. One of my suitmates did the community service thign with me and she's really cool I can definetely see us being friends which is really exciting.
So two and half years later I am saying goodbye to my xanga. This xanga treated me well but it is time to move on. Tomorrow the rest of the freshman get to campus and I am basically starting a new life. I love you guys and I'll see you on the club cooter xanga haha.
I put pics of my dorm on my picture site : Pictures
So that's the end, thanks for reading. |
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| I think the perfect word to sum up how I feel right now is overwhelmed. I'm leaving Monday, technically tomorrow and I feel like it's all happening so so fast. There's specific people that I am going to miss more than I can say and the thought of having to say goodbye to them is so hard. On Friday I said goodbye to Mid Island Gymnastics and even though I didn't think I would, I couldn't help but burst into tears when it was time to go because it's the end of such a big part of my life. So much change!! I still am really excited to go to school, it's just so hard to say goodbye. |
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| I'm so sick of so many disappointments
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| Girls night fucking kicks ass |
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